Thursday, September 27, 2018

Yes, Debra

Quote from the psych ward:

Quote from the psych ward:

Them: "No I'm not washing away my odor.  It took me years to get this. I'll get in the wet water, but I will not use soap. That's kicking away life. "

Me: (in my head) I like you.

Convo from the psych ward 

Convo from the psych ward

Them: "Its like when you go to CVS; you don't buy all the twinkies! You have to leave some for someone else!"

Me: You're completely right. I like that you care  about how others feel.

Them: Well...yeah!

---a patient expressing empathy towards other patients and staff. The patients and staff were on the receiving end of another patient's hurtful and demanding statements.

Monday, January 1, 2018


I'm not going over my last year in my head. I'm not jumping on a trampline for 2018. I'm walking in and will continue my genuine attempts to manifest with out bookending time. Trying.

Sunday, December 24, 2017

Xmas time

Christmas is sincerely one of my favorite times of the year. I've come to find that it's not about family,  it's sorta about friends: it's not about presents or materialism.  It's about aesthetics.

Sun Ra

People on Earth ought make a mistake and do something right people have been doing wrong so long that if they did something right it would be a mistake. (Sun Ra)

Saturday, November 18, 2017


Surviver is a strange word. Almost insulting, minimizing. I just don't like it.  All I can really say is I don't feel that I've survived anything.